I had a two hour drive to make today and ccccould not get your spiderlady off my brain the entire time because I really did want to give some kind of feedback but didn't really know what I wanted to say. So I guess this will probably not be terribly constructive and more... just some thoughts/things that this seemed as good a time as any to articulate, I guess. Sorry about that. It is, unfortunately, mainly about the spiderlady because I haven't yet learned much about the others. I hope to remedy that over time :c (Sorry about that initial thread with Eden, I shouldn't have tried while dizzy on cold meds orz I will try again some time)
I have a hell of time playing off of Saya, which is not a bad thing, it's mostly just the conflict of me being a really tonal sort of person and her lacking it as a part of her character. If it were actually *me* trying to interact with her, I'd just not, but Carla isn't me and I sort of have to really push myself extra hard to work through it. Being pushed is never a bad thing, I just know I fall on my face pretty obviously sometimes in trying.
Part of my struggle is in the fact that Saya is a unique entity on Carla's landscape, and thus Carla has a really unique feeling about her that I am always struggling to identify to the coherent whole, but. Carla is really distinctly submissive to her, which... considering. Birdboy. Is not news, but I'm not really used to her being submissive to other women. So I guess if I have to be constructive in some way that is something I would point out to your credit, that she's very indomitable without always being overt about it.
But uh. I would love to let her and Carla do more things but Carla is....... actually kind of scared of her, because she is a little bit in love with her, which is fueled by her jealousy for Saya embodying so many of the traits that Carla lost. Uhm so.... I guess to sum up. It's really unique and complicated CR that I'm terribly fond of and I feel really bad when I'm tripping over myself. sob.
Oh right, and from an OOC standpoint... I know I said so at the time, but I really appreciated your help coming into the game and getting crazy daisy settled.
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(Sorry about that initial thread with Eden, I shouldn't have tried while dizzy on cold meds orz I will try again some time)I have a hell of time playing off of Saya, which is not a bad thing, it's mostly just the conflict of me being a really tonal sort of person and her lacking it as a part of her character. If it were actually *me* trying to interact with her, I'd just not, but Carla isn't me and I sort of have to really push myself extra hard to work through it. Being pushed is never a bad thing, I just know I fall on my face pretty obviously sometimes in trying.
Part of my struggle is in the fact that Saya is a unique entity on Carla's landscape, and thus Carla has a really unique feeling about her that I am always struggling to identify to the coherent whole, but. Carla is really distinctly submissive to her, which... considering. Birdboy. Is not news, but I'm not really used to her being submissive to other women. So I guess if I have to be constructive in some way that is something I would point out to your credit, that she's very indomitable without always being overt about it.
But uh. I would love to let her and Carla do more things but Carla is....... actually kind of scared of her, because she is a little bit in love with her, which is fueled by her jealousy for Saya embodying so many of the traits that Carla lost. Uhm so.... I guess to sum up. It's really unique and complicated CR that I'm terribly fond of and I feel really bad when I'm tripping over myself. sob.
Oh right, and from an OOC standpoint... I know I said so at the time, but I really appreciated your help coming into the game and getting crazy daisy settled.